Akar Fatimah

kuncup.. rendam dalam air panas... airnya diminum....

Owner : Lady AZ

Hand-me-down : HE----->Abg Nash----->Me
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p/s: thanks bet n abg nash 4 the pembetulan...hehehe

The date..

has been set.The nurse called just now..It's going to be very very soon..Wish me luck..Doakan keselamatan saya dan baby..

Que sera sera..Tawakkal pada Allah swt.

Sekejapnya...masanya dah tiba...Kalaulah boleh turn back time and make everything RIGHT !

Alhamdulillah seronok sangat semalam..the crowd..the counselling sessions..heheh..banyak ilmu dapat..the gelak2..the food...baby n mommy were soo happy..Thanks to tuan rumah (ku terharu dipujuk,huhuh) and masak sedap2..God bless u tuan rumah ( i know another fren juga terharu bangat semalam,heheheh)....and hub yang benarkan saya pergi bersuka ria dan bergembira semalam...Dapat jugak merasa rendang original (i tau masak from Brahim's je) and kuih hijau kat atas pulut kat bawah tu from K.P.Swiss roll juga...banyak lagilah...sangat2 oishikatta ! Dah tak de mengidam dah..semua dah puas rasa..tunggu masa sahaja...

Erkss...DOAKAN SAYA..

Abg Nash, cilok gambar ye..Me at 37 weeks,5 days.Selamat Hari Raya Haji 2008.

Sat,6th Dec 2008-Doc said it's impossible to bersalin normal becoz tulang pelvic me kecik n baby nye kepala besar n tak turun lagi...Guna portable machine nak tgk XRay, cool gile..


In a way, I am grateful to Allah coz :-


1) I dont have to go through the painful labour which I think I am not ready yet to experience.(singing..i am 28 acting/feeling like 18,heheh)....especially being overseas with no support system and being occupied with studies.Research ni tak tau nak buat apa....risau betullah..My pain threshold is very very low..Saya kenal diri saya sendiri..Saya tidak sekuat orang lain...If I do bersalin normal, and if it turns out to be unbearable, i might blame others for the pain, might not want to have kids anymore, etc....I thank Allah for all the reasons that is unbeknown to me..ada hikmah di sebaliknya..maybe 2nd pregnancy, i'll be ready..


2) Takut hasui (air ketuban) pecah kat sekolah...insya-Allah tak lah kot now that I know i will be dibedah in a week's time (10 days earlier than due date)...tapi macam tak best pulak kan sebab tak natural. Tak de air ketuban pecah, panik2 feeling, contraction (yang i dulu doa biarlah 30 mins-2 or 3 jam je,ahaks, tak mo 12 hours)...tak pelah,next time..


3) Syukur coz I dont have to go through what my fren, NP n my SIL had to go through in Msia. Tak sure boleh keluar normally, doc diorang suruh jugak cuba push...i can imagine the painfulness, dahlah sakit, penat push, pastu dah tak boleh baru nak caesar...kan ke 2 keje namanya..sini, like the one i experienced, doc buat X-Ray, kira guna ruler berapa jarak tulang ke tulang, boleh terus confirm natural ke caesar....Oklah, alhamdulillah...

I wish :

1) I could turn back time...be really prepared and happy when I got to know I was pregnant...ni tak...dok takut2 sensei marah sampai stress..padahal sensei mana ada marah pun.If I could turn back time, i'll make sure i wont nangis2 n stress2. Banyak kali mintak maaf kat baby, hoping she wont turn out emotional as I was when I was pregnant with her....and hopefully turn out to be a good, jolly, happy baby, tak active sangat and tak emo sangat...doa sangat macam baby zarif and chara and ayra etc..tenang n cool je !

2) I cud jaga makan...ni makan tah pahape...tapi rasanya kalau kat Msia, lagi teruk i bantai makan...naik berkilo2 lah agaknya..

2nd pregnancy (laamaaaaaa lagi,ok), I wish i cud :

have a maid (malas nak buat kerja rumah, *hub* hint hint)...heheh, dok Msia (makan senang), happy and tak stress2..insya-Allah..

I guess being pregnant and delivering my baby in Nihon ada hikmahnya to me...Insya-Allah, here's hoping to a wonderful year (2009) with the new addition in the family.Hope I can juggle my time between being a student, a wife, a mother, a daughter, a DIL and a good fren to u ! (ala2 Resolution 2009 lah pulak)...

37 weeks 3 days..

Baby's weight : 3.152kg
Mom's wt: 52.3 kg (yabaii !)
Dah 2 minggu baby tak tunjuk muka...

Baby Shower 2008

Sometimes..

Sometimes..
I miss my old life..
I want my old life back..

Sometimes..
I love my new life..

HARI B.J.O.K (BERLAGAK JADI ORANG KAYA) !

Hihiihi...

We had joy, we had fun, lalalalalaaaaaa....in the sun... lalalla
True, the weather was perfect yesterday! Sunny and windy, terlupa pulak bawak sunglasses, all 3 of us ,sigh..

My first time entering designer boutiques in Nihon.Kat Msia sekali je masuk Coach,when i was 23-24 years old, itupun orang pandang atas bawah....menyampah..

Sini, trylah macam2 bagai nak rak, tak beli pun tak pe, there will always be smiles from the rep's faces...

We had fun strolling the streets of Ginza, masuk sini, masuk sana...tried this, tried that...ramai manusia, maybe sebab some of them bonus fuyu (winter) dah dapat..or maybe nak beli christmas presents..

Me likey !!!

Setakat window shopping je lah..

I told 'moilatitude' : Hish...if money is not a factor, tunjuk je mana nak...best kan...ni sebab money is a factor, can choose one only..

Then, we went to GUCCI CAFE. I had tiramisu with rasberry, and lemongrass tea (why on earth did i choose this tea when i can make myself at home, aparaaa....), then had a taste of GUCCI caramel choc before all 3 of us bought GUCCI 4 choc-in-a-box (bitter, caramel,raspberry and latte) with GUCCI paperbag for our 'terbiar' lakis...heheh..bak kata Linchan's hub.Hish..nak makan pun sayang, siap ada G kat atas choc..Moilatitude had pistachio strawberry apatah yang sedap sangat and Linchan aka Mrs President (according to moilatitude, i agree !! ) had choc cake with something gelato....all 3 were yummylicious, serious !!!

I came back so exhausted, kaki letih jalan (mind u, I was 36 weeks 4 days preg yesterday,hihi)and had my beauty sleep with dreams of 'THE BAG' and more bags.....hihihihi....

To the 2 ladies, hontou ni arigatou !!! You made the pregnant lady happy again ! Luckily i didnt pop kat LV semalam....wish i cud make a scene,hahahaha...it wud certainly be a memorable one, for me and baby,hahahahaa....kot2 lah lepas tu orang panggil my baby,baby LV pulak....ahaks...perasan !!! Berangan lebih2 betul !!!

Balik rumah hub cakap 'Amboi, 2 hari beronggeng, i dok rumah, buat keje rumah, but as long as you are happy, im happy'...Awww.....

Pics at FB.
(Kak Aini kata mukaku dah tembam......hukhuk...mmg betul pun..banyak makan).