Emo..

Ive been a tad bit emotional lately...The date is drawing near...and Ive got to pack my bags (yang belum buat banyak lagi coz Im in a denial stage,heheh)and leave this wonderful country ive been calling home for the past (almost) 3 years...Sob sob really.....banyak yang akan di miss......Nihon oh Nihon !!!! Dont get me wrong, it is a great feeling to be back to Malaysia and finally get reunited with the family, friends and relatives, but it is not so good feeling when you're not done travelling every nook and corner of this great country...Oh, well, you cant have both worlds, can u?

Lagi2 semalam when I was invited to a double joy birthday boys party at Yokohama... I think, knowing that I'll be back for good end of the month, the co-host aka neighbour sekampung had graciously invited me and Fiya to the event. Knowing the ever-positive host, I was kinda 'terhutang budi' sebab she 'shokai'ed the maternity clinic that FIya was born at,plus both host and co-host have never met Fiya in person.

Pagi itu (hari makan2) itu, rasa tersangatlah malas....sebabnya hujan and sangat sejuk ! But I was so happy I decided to go to meet them one last time before I leave Nihon, because yesterday I had 'mixed feeling'...happy and sad..

It was great to know that the bunch of people who came yesterday was mostly the same batch of people when I met them the first time in 2007 (masa tu single and kenkyusei)....Shows that they are really close, ukhuwah yang sangat rapat...Kadang2 tgk FB, these ppl akan plan trip sama2....g ichigo gari lah, g main snowlah...Really nice, warm feeling, I feel inside me, when I looked at their photos..

Serious bercampur baur feeling semalam jumpa diorang....sebab mereka sangat2 baik ! We catched up on each others lives, some of the spouses asked about Wan (showed that they care)..and it is good to know that when raising a child, the difficulties, the happiness, the challenges,...it is great to know that I'm in the same boat as them...

TO all Yokohama-shi gang,and to everyone who knows me, terima kasih daun keladi...maafkan salah silap saya and it has been a wonderful, great, happy 3 years of my life living here in Nihon....Sayonara !