Berjanggut...

Masya-Allah lamanya tak menulis !! I really really missed writing, i really do !
It's just that all this while, Ive been busy with.....mmm God knows what !
But hub has been very supportive and helpful all this while, Im grateful to God for him !

Where should I start?

Hmm..about Fiya..

Dah 7 months 3 weeks ni...dok tertonggeng2 je nak cuba merangkak...nak gerak kaki ke depan, tersembam..sangat chumil (ayat Wanie)!!!....babbling nye Masya-Allah prok prek prok prek...ada masa dia, terkekeh kekeh ketawa bila kita buat expression muka entah pahape...

Last 2 days, hantar g hoikuen....hoikumama(babysitter) dia g Ireland, ada course babysitting...other days papa dok jaga kalau i balik school lambat...dedicated papa ! bravo !!!
Oh cite pasal hoikuen, princess chumil ini menangislah coz tempat baru and dia dah kenal orang...unfamiliar faces dia buat bolayan....kesian plak masa tinggalkan dia tu nangis2......balik tu I bought her Carebears slingbag (so she can put duit raya bila balik tahun depan, ahaks ---mama gile advance !). Any Carebears fans out there?

23 haribulan haritu duit masuk,so g Kinoks beli books for Fiya....dah lama tak bacakan buku untuk dia...kadang balik mama penat, sorry ye sayang....kadang ada mood, or tgk blog orang kata fcard bagus, baru terkedek2 nak buat kat Fiya, tapi tak consistent....yang consistentnya mama selalu baca blog orang ! kalau satu hari tak baca, macam tak lengkap hidup ini.....hahahah....

oh balik pada baca buku tadi, beli 11 books....fuh....angkut main pilih mana yang suka...paling best, ada 7 books cerita zaman childhood mama-Goldilocks, The Elves and the shoemaker, Jack and the beanstalk, Little Red Riding Hood and the Ginger Bread Man, The little hen and 3 little pigs of which the first 5 mama hangkut semuanya for Fi-chan (read chang). Bought haiku-baby,Baby Manners and etc..Mama bought Japanese cookbook for self sebb selalu nak makan kat luar, asyik2 yang sama je..haha tapi beli je buatnya belum lagi...BELI BUKU BYK PUAS HATI !!!

Fi-chan hari tu g nursery excursion masa 6 months...Haritu masa 7 months g lagi...Best betul baby pun ada school excursion...dia g tempat penanaman tamanegi (bawang) and nasu (terung)..

Baru ni pulak, kitorang ingat nak g tgk iris @ Meijijingu (tgk blog Aunty Miz) nak jgk g...konon2 bunga ni ada simboliknya lah...jadi cover wedding invitation belah i dulu, ahaks....tgk2 dah takde...so g jalan2 Noborito je amik gambar Fiya....weekend ni nak g tgk himawari (sunflower) plak..terliur tgk gambar Aunty Ida at FB..

Baru2 ni bawak Fiya tgk Aqua Stadium, tgk fishes...ada dolphin show...MaPa dia yang excited bangat...balik je masing2 lenguh pinggang, penat...entah tak cukup tidur ke penat mengangkat Fi-chan...Dia taklah chubby sangat, slim je, though i very much want all my baby (ies, Insya-Allah) to be tembam gemok kebabom !) tapi Fiya biase je...Oklah kena bersyukur...kalau tembam2 sangat kang tak larat nak pegang !

As for me, my research is still in progress,alhamdulillah...Banyak dapat help from my team members and sensei....Syukur sangat2...masa tgh2 buntu takde research Q bulan 5 hari tu, sensei come up with this topic, so me terus kata nak join and buat as Mthesis..Sensei kasi team members lagi...so every week meeting betulkan Q je dah nak masuk 3 bulan...nak now baru nak data col..Syukur team members suma hebat2, ada experience, banyak boleh belajar from diorang..Alhamdulillah Allah mudahkan urusan...but I cant take things for granted....もうすぐだよね　(sikit je lagi ni)....kenalah gambatte kuat2 from now on..Me have to stop reading blogs lah and start reading books at nite, tapi sangat susah, sbb malam dah penat, otak nak rest..huhu...alasan..

Apalagi, ha sekali dah menulis berjela jadinya...hentamlah asalkan puas hati..

I really dont know what I want to be balik Msia nnt...nak sambung PhD ke? nak keje gomen, private ke? nak jadi researcher ke? really dont know what am I destined to be? Mintak petunjuk Allah tunjukkan jalan...kan best kalau leh dok rumah husband kasi 3K tiap bulan? hahaha..in your dreams ! ku mahu jadi tai tai (yah, dream on !)

Oklah tu je....tara for now !